OH PS3 where can you be

     

So you maybe asking your self why dose this game lover not have a PS3. Where to start there was a time in my life when i would have been the first person in line and would have had it on the day it came out but lol i don’t have a collage degree so there for i can’t get one. Now you my be asking yourself what dose that have to do with it.Well i live in the The Philippines now and you have to have a collage degree to work in a call center even if you have almost 10 years of doing it under your belt and are a native speaker what a crock of shit. Now for the good news well i hope at least, Tomorrow me and my wife have to go see a lawyer about my visa (13a) and there for i can work over here. Really the collage degree was just a way out for the places i went for a job so they did not have to pay a fee for hiring me it almost make me not want to go to work for them but i have no other options. You know it really makes me sad that people over here will not help you with what you need because they don’t want to pay there taxes. That is not a fact thats just what i have come to understand why i was not getting the help and also there it some truth to the collage degree part. So whats a man to do when he can’t work and take care of his family the way he should. Well you can work and just not tell anyone and then if you are found out you get sent back to you home country and can never return or go to jail thats really not something i wanted to happen. So i am shit out luck for a job for now unless i get my visa approved. What if it don’t i can’t stay here having my wife pay for everything i will have to go home and get a job and send money back. If that happens when will i have enough money to come back and how much is enough will i ever have enough to come back or to get my wife to the States. Have been feeling down lately and i am a happy go lucky kinda guy not much gets me down or makes me hurt. I don’t like going to the Dr unless i have to and if something hurts bad enough for me to say i need to see a Dr then there is something wrong. I really don’t have many people to talk to over here my wife helps alot but sometimes you need a friend to talk to outside of the house. I love to go out and drink and have a good time but i really don’t have friends over here that i can talk to about life. The bad thing is even if i had someone to do that whit i don’t have the money to go out and do it. I am happy here happier then i ever thought i could be i guess i just miss doing what i want when i want to and going to the store and buying my PS3 the first day its out. Owell i am sure someone will take this the wrong way and i all most don’t want to post it just to avoid have to explain every last word but here goes wish me luck lol